bleh!

super annoying. today for probably the fifth time (in the 2 and a half months i've worked there), someone told someone else to tell me to do something differently. for the love of god, if you have an issue with the way i'm doing things - PLEASE TELL ME YOURSELF. excuse the capslock, but really. so, i had to sound like the bitch when i requested a little bit of respect. it was aggravating and put me in a lousy mood from the remainder of my shift. agh!

a bit of background information here, i am an introvert, a wall-flower, a listener. i love myself for this. talking non-stop is ridiculous. it's another thing that has the capability to put me in a disgusting mood. some people just don't get it. if you want to yammer on about something useless go find someone who digs that sort of thing. i for one am content with eight hours of silence. i'm okay with this.

i smile a lot, and i'm a big bag of awkward - perhaps this is why i am unapproachable?

another stupid thing. fat people making fat jokes and constantly finding ways to make people say 'you're not fat' ... super annoying. i'm not good at it either. i laugh and shake my head. that's what you're suppose to do right? if someone is gagging from a cigarette, you would never say 'you're lungs aren't that bad'.

today was so grouchy. i don't want to go back to work tomorrow. kill me now.

actually, i did almost die tonight. and when i didn't i said 'well, if i died at least i wouldn't have to go back to work.' a man in a child molester white van backed up onto a cross walk going about 50km/hr and i had to dive forward falling on a hypodermic needle (actually, only the first half of that is accurate).

i have so many television shows that must be watched, and work and sleep are really getting in the way of that. who is enjoying defying gravity? i kind of am. canadian sci-fi, right on!